c0mments! Interesting is Interested in Interesting and it just cycles. uninterested is interested in uninterested. this is what i came up with. it just pop up in my mind. having interested in something build your spirit and the power to endure or forget a pain. looking at everything as interesting is actually good for you. interested in uninteresting is really bad and it is called 2 faced.
2 faced is the same as Phony.
a Phony is someone who pretend to be a FRIEND to someone but actually talk bad about THAT friend. but when THAT friend is there they will try their best to act like they are REAL friends. same goes to other relationship.
i really hate this kind of people. if they really dont like that person than dont be friends with them in the 1st place. phony people exist because they wants "things" for themselves but pretend to be good in order to get "things" for themselves. Manipulating is the almost the same as being phony. too bad there is such people in class that is phony. The least you can do is not to stay with them "acting" all good.
Phony can also relate to Back-stabbing.

The opposite of 2 faced is Genuine.

To me if i were to make enemies i could forgive them easily. like what i did to violet. at 1st i really doubt that i would forgive him. then i think back. why not? i make alot of enemies in the past but i forgave them.

Lies
You buy lies with a curse.
that curse WILL come to you.
that curse is usually attacked you unguarded.
etc people hating you or angry at you or maybe something more major.

if you did not lie in the 1st place you will have lesser curse.

Not lying is being honest
Lying is being dishonest

this afternoon i was asked by my mother to look after my father shoes.
if it rains, i should bring it inside.
i was hogging onto my laptop all day and it rains.
The door was wide open which lets all the rain to splash onto my doorstep.
i just thought it was no big deal that it rains.
then i heard a lightning. i felt disturbed and want to close the door.
and i saw my father shoes wet.
i felt like i lied or broke a promise.
so i keep it inside drying with a fan.
when my father wakes up he asked "why is the fan in my room switched on?"
he said angrily. i said that i was drying his shoes. He got lost of words and just blame it on my mother for not taking the shoes inside earlier. i felt so irresponible. i really felt like i was a bad guy.
so the next time i must really be more responsible.

sometime i asked myself what is true happiness.
is it being happy for a short while like laughing at jokes or being happy all day long.
if happiness is laughing at jokes than i must be greedy.
maybe a happiness can be something thrilling.
etc having to do something risky. like parkour. you felt thrilled on jumping from building to building but at the same time you are getting quite excited. after you jumped and landed safely, you felt this strong ego coming to you. and you will say something like" Whose the man now?"
maybe it was that. its been quite a long time since i did something really risky.
talking about risky i developed this thrilled when playing basketball.

okay there was 5 people in a team who is better than you.
this is how it goes.
you have 3 seconds to pass to another player and let him score or score by yourself and you know that there is very less chance of you scoring. having to pass to another player takes 1 second and 2 seconds to shoot the ball. i really was a clear answer that you should pass to that player but instead you scored it by yourself. you felt extremely happy and proud after you scored.

i guess that is thrilling. having something you know you cant do yet you overcome that. its quite a good feeling. this is why i love sports.