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Today was very social. i played game with friends. but the most i did was socialize with my friends. i realize that you wont hold back ur words when u just speak ur mind.
when u make mistake in socializing then follow up with a related topic to talk about. honesty is the my best quality but it went down when i was working in Long John Silver. it was the worst whe working there. most of the workers are so negative except 1 manager whom i called Jufri. He is a kind guy but always get picked on by workers. missed him.always when embarrased (TYPO) we should follow up the next topic without hesitation and if you are lucky u might say and indirect jokes that you dont even notice but only notice when they laugh. hesitation can cause awkward moment or maybe they will remember forever. i dont think they will remember our awkward moment coz they would mostly spend their time thinking for their own instead of thinking about others. When we make mistake try to cover up as soon as possible. its the only way we can forgive and forget. but the bad etc was my classmate name Zul. He was the only person who can't socialize in a normal way. there is something about him that i dont like but i dont know what it is. anyway its his own fault for making me think this way. For me i can talk to weird people or different people as long as they dont reject socializing with me. the most comfortable to talk to was Lewis which tomorrow i will meet him. i plan to be his BFF. he treat me as the ONLY friend that he trust. i am proud to have him as a friend. though to say i lied to him alot of times. anyway i dont really care if people lie but dont reveal them to me. it hurts me.
although i prefer to suffer the worst 1st so i can carry on with other things.
Social is always about topic. the related topic is always what people wants not the out of topic ones. if you were to imagine i talked to you about basketball games when you dont really care about, you will fill very irritated. like one of my classmate "Chester" he always talk things with non related topic like warcraft which i dont really care it irritated me while im trying to show him friendliness so that he wont get hurt with my rejects. but in life you have to take rejects.
during PE on wednesday i played basketball with chris. we both didnt play it for weeks or maybe for months. i could make alot of shots without fearing. the thing that was holding me negative was seriousness in basketball. and ya! i have to take this down... always think of now rather then before or after. it makes you want to think in your situation and solving it. when i think about it, its fun when you can do things confidently. if your socializing is no good so does your physical. i can prove that ilham has a positive energy and good at socializing. it always comes to socializing when you are playing sports or other games. i got a different personality when it comes to sports and socializing. i am better in sports then socializing. as what my teacher said" Lutfi you got Gold for Napha and even better then Chris". my honest expression was really emberrassed.
i tend to get shy easily when flattered. anyway to continue my talk about personality between sports and socializing. i was always alert during sports but when in socializing my mind will just go blank i am lazy. Chris ones told me" u always act blur lar u, u purposely act blur". then i was confused myself. but i realize this is my personality. i was always blur. to describe how my blur felt like. when i was talking suddenly my attention switch or i wasnt always paying attention to my surroundings. yeah i wasnt always paying attention. that is my worst habit i have. when i dont pay attention people would ask me about it then i would say i dont know. even Farhan said you always dont know lar. its true. alright time for me to do other things other than blogging. although it makes me feel good i wanna stop this right here.
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